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[personal profile] immaterialgirl 2025-06-17 07:32 am (UTC)(link)
you should, you deserve to express your desires
especially when they involve me

probably isn't worth as much effort now.
hm, because i tried learning a bit. difficult.
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[personal profile] immaterialgirl 2025-06-18 06:11 am (UTC)(link)
then we'll address them one at a time.

yeah, more interesting things taking up my attention now.
it's difficult for me to get the accent quite right
have trouble with those, i always sound obnoxiously british.
the alphabet is pretty, though.
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[personal profile] immaterialgirl 2025-06-22 10:31 am (UTC)(link)
is that your first desire? my awful accent?
because it sounds like i'm some over the top bond villain
played by an actor who only learned russian by watching other hollywood films.

english looks so plain in comparison. but the alphabet is shared by so many languages.
that's what's so strange about english to me. that it borrows words that utilize that same alphabet differently.
so none of the sounds make much sense.
but it makes it easier to learn languages within that same... group.
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[personal profile] immaterialgirl 2025-06-27 10:29 am (UTC)(link)
ah, but i'd like to know the first. to get a head start.

i struggled to learn cursive. very difficult to write at all, but it's how i learned to control my focus more precisely.
i can imagine. the way americans speak it sounds even more strange. why i never allowed myself to adopt their way.
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[personal profile] immaterialgirl 2025-06-28 02:39 am (UTC)(link)
then i look forward to pleasing you however you wish

i can imagine it being a similar sort of struggle. figuring out how your body works all over again.
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[personal profile] immaterialgirl 2025-06-28 07:52 am (UTC)(link)
oh i can do wholesome and sweet too, but just for you.

yeah. i was terrified when i started losing it again. after working so hard to learn control, feeling it slowly slip away more and more.
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[personal profile] immaterialgirl 2025-06-29 10:48 am (UTC)(link)
you always do.